Jul 12, 2009

sadness

myMUMMY asking me; 'why re u crying?'
mySISTER asking me; 'are u okay?'
myFRIENDS asking me; 'whats wrong with u fafa?'

but.. can i tell them the reason why im crying? do they believe me? or... maybe, they listen. then go away, nver cme back.. so, wht should i do?
should i cry all the time,all mylife? or should i tell them whats wrong with me and let they think im crazy? or WHAT! im sick being in this situation!! its not FUN at all! NO!!

myDAD said; 'u must study. this is fer ur own good.'

-ohh really daddy? im study but im NOT happy! that is what u want me to do?
DONT BE HAPPY, JUST STUDY!
okay then. i'll.


then, soon. fafa is GONE..

eehh wait. shes here. but hiding smewhre. cz she hates her self. doing stuff that she HATE!